I am so proud of what I choose.
What I choose is excellent.
I don’t owe anyone anything.
I am not doing anything to prove something.
I am myself and I love how I am.
Sometimes I’m trying to be my SELF, I can’t every time.
Probably this is my problem. I’m too honest and real. I’m trying to tell a new story because I know it would be better to say things in the way I really want them to be…but I always return to what is. In a way I don’t think is something so bad, maybe only if I would be an autistic dreamer, but to receive what I want I have to be conscious, I have to acknowledge what-is, to make my choices, and then give my undivided attention to my choices. I am trying to do that but sometimes I lose it because I’m a human, I can’t make it always right, I HAVE RESISTANCE IN MY BODY, to have no resistance I just have to be dead.
I just know that when something I don’t want is happening, IT’S ONLY MY RESISTANCE MANIFESTED. My resistance is there anyway, no matter how much I try to release it and to deactivate thoughts I don’t want, every thought I ever thought still exist in my vibration, can’t be erased, so when I deactivate a thought, I don’t think about it for a long time, but if a little thing related to that thought appears in my way that unwanted thought is activated again.
But all this big amount of resistance I released all these years just made me know so many things about WHO I AM AND WHAT I DO HERE, just gave me a new perspective about so many things.
This resistance is a part of me, this resistance in harmony whit what I really like made the person that I am today. So I embrace it and I appreciate it.