I deserve every specific thing I want.
There’s no doubt that I will have every specific thing I want.
I am an eternal being, I will live it all.
I chose this life just for fun, to try something different, and if I am not having fun, if I don’t feel good about my life, I am not ME, I am not WHO I REALLY AM, I am this personality bombarded with what this society wants me to be.
WHO I REALLY AM IS GOD, IS INFINITE INTELLIGENCE, IS MY INSPIRATION TO DO WHAT FEELS GOOD TO ME, IS MY GUIDING LIGHT, IS MY INNER BEING, IS MY EVERYTHING.
When I am connected with who I really am I don’t need any specific thing. I don’t need specific persons around me. I don’t need to speak my story, I don’t need to do something different than what I am doing, I don’t need a partner, or friends, or money, or a career, I AM WHOLE. What I have right here right now is just ENOUGH.
I know that everything I do, whether it is giving a present, whether it is helping someone, whether it is buying something, whether it is eating something, whether it is going somewhere, whether it is giving money to somebody else, whether it is going out with friends, whether it is teaching a lesson, whether it is giving some advice, whether it is working, I JUST HAVE TO DO IT FOR MYSELF, FOR MY CONNECTION WITH WHO I REALLY AM, BECAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL JOY, LOVE, APPRECIATION, FREEDOM, AND EVERY POSITIVE EMOTION TO DO IT. If what I am supposed to do can’t bring me at least one positive emotion, I prefer to not do it, BECAUSE I KNOW THAT IF I AM NOT WHO I REALLY AM I DON’T GIVE THEM ANYTHING, NO MATTER HOW MUCH MONEY, OR PHYSICAL THINGS I GIVE THEM!
But I know I always can find a positive emotion when I am about to do anything, I can find the bright end of the stick whatever it is.
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