I deserve every specific thing I want!

Do you know that you deserve it all? Everything you want can be yours, everything is already yours in the ethers, you only have to allow it to be real in this physical.
I decided to stop taking score. I know this is what slows the manifestation of what I want.
When I look at the last 5 years of my life I realize things go extraordinary, my life is 100 percent better than what it was before.
I have so many positive accomplishments.
I feel way better than I felt before I knew the teachings of Abraham.
Only my awareness of what happens now makes what I really want to happen to get to me later than I expect.
I just know I deserve every specific thing I want.
I know I don’t have to wait to live it in another life, I CAN LIVE WHAT I WANT RIGHT NOW, I ONLY HAVE TO LET WHAT I WANT IN. THAT IN THE FIRST PLACE MEANS TO STOP TRYING WITH MY LITTLE, NARROW MIND, TO MAKE IT HAPPEN.
All I have to do is to relax and to stop looking at what manifests in this reality, everything that was 20 seconds ago or 20 years ago is old news. And old news can’t be changed with old news. They can only be changed with new bright news.
There’s no point in thinking about what happens now if I would want different things to happen in my future.
I know that everything improves.
I am so eager about what happens next.