Is not what others are receiving, is what I am doing to receive what I want!

I feel so good about being me.
I feel so good about having what I want.
I feel so good about knowing how everything works.
I feel so good about taking responsibility for what happens.

I feel so good about knowing that everything is coming when the timing is right.
When I rush what I want to happen.
When I try to make it physical with my physical effort.
When I look at others and compare my achievements with theirs.
When I take the score of how long will it take it to come.
What I receive may look like what I want but isn’t quite what I want.

When I do these things I push further from me the manifestation of what I really want.
So what will come from my struggle will be only what I can conceive with my narrow mind. I don’t have access to my Infinite Intelligence mind, so what I receive is only what this society offers.

When if I could relax.
If I trust that everything will find its proper place in the end.
If I could just live in the NOW.
If I could just look for my peace, look for my fun, not care what others are doing or receiving.

Because each one of us is unique and has his own amount of resistance, so the receiving of what we really want is different for each one of us.
So it’s not helpful to compare what I receive with what others receive.
The most helpful thing I can do is expect things to work out for me and just mind my own business.
And my business is feeling satisfaction end every emotion that feels better than that.